Shiverring..

Im tired.. Im really tired of whatever that had happened!! =( Everything was ruined again.. If only the strong wind can blows off all the hates, dislikes, damn thingy.. I rather it to be strong wind.. let the wind blows off everything that are making me down, depressed!! Im tired of all this and that.. STOP IT!! All I want is just the very simple but happy life.. =D

Two sides of 'me'

When I was young,
Life was easy,
Summers were then,
Slow and breeezy.

Now I'm a teen,
No more solitary voice,
It's a complicated life,
Everything's a choice.

Once just Mandy,
Now me and she,
I'd like to say "I",
But it's really "we".

There's a me on the inside,
And me on the out,
It's confusing us both,
And keeps me in doubt.

When I look on the inside,
I see a girl who,
Feels quite secure,
And isn't demure.

She's sure of herself,
Refreshingly cool,
She can handle it all,
And is so smart in school.

She's friendly and witty,
Commits to write in ink,
And she doesn't much care,
What anyone thinks.

But on the outside,
She's a shy, timid girl,
Who feels insecure,
And not all that sure.

A girl not in control,
Or gusty,
Or cool,
And merely average in school.

Not pretty enough,
Quite often a klutz,
Not gracefully nor witty,
And thinks no one really likes her that much.

Inside and out,
How long will it be,
Before I'm together,
And there's just one of me?

by Mandy Flaspeter, 18.
adapted from book "Taste Berries for Teens"

BlaBlarBlarh! =P

Went to the State Library this morning with my brother at around 12noon( but actually we planned to be there by 11pm) LOL. Someone overslept! We spent the whole afternoon in the library. That Library was cold enough, but not quite enough, some people, I mean those who don't understand what library are for, even talked with their gang of friends so loudly, and they even Laugh Out Loud! =D wth, this is a library, not a place for you to laugh! Well, I read for different kinds of book, only few pages for each book. And I read for story of Nabi Muhammad s.a.w. too, it's interesting, not boring at all, and btw, im doing my revision on my History! Am I 'guai' enough? Yeah, I knew I AM! haha.. Later, at around 5pm, we went back, not to our home, but to Reservoir Park! Wee~ That's FUN, although I ran for half round only, but I do walked for 3 rounds!! At night, arguments happened again.. == BlalalAH =) I'm getting used to this kind of argument. What else to say?! Dog Dog Dog, I HATE DOG! especially those kind of troublesome dog. Dog please **** off! Shoo~! Haha. That's all! Hope it's not boring. =)