Friday, October 22, 2010
Report cards!
My results were so bad this time! OMG! Damn it! Teacher didn't complain anything about me.. yeah! Thank God! BUT.. my family members scolded me together once we reached home! They asked me to quit prefect! TwH?! == for all of my hard works, and at last you offered me to quit?!! No way! It Doesn't even worth it! shit! Listen up, I say 'Im not gonna quit yeah'! From now onward, I must reduce n control my time on playing fb(play it only during weekends or when necessary), its a must, for my own sack! And increase the time on study! Results suck! but there's force that pushes me soo hard right after i saw my result! The force asked me to study hard in order to change to a better class next year! It reminded me on how important my SPM and my future are! My future is now on my own hand path, no one else can control it besides my own self! So, I must do well in the pra-semester examination! MUST! It taught me never take my result for granted! I had learned a hard lesson and never ever gonna repeat the same thing over again! God Bless!! =)
Thursday, October 21, 2010
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I need my own free time, my own freedom, why can't you give it to me?!
It's fine if you chose to trust that person instead of me.. I mean its fine only on my appearance, not from my heart! You better keep quite and shut UP if you don get wad I mean, dono wad I want. I'd tried my best, but why do you keep on saying that I never work hard, I never try. You always thought that 'XXX' were right for everything, even when 'XXX' was actually wrong! That's only wad you think, but for me, wadever 'XXX' did were all Suck! Do you know that.. clever person shouldn't be proud, shouldn't act as the same way as you did! Clever person knows how to think on the positive and right side. They know how to differentiate between truth and lies, right and wrong! They think deeply before they talk, but you never even do it before, so, i can conclude that you aren't a clever person, but a stupid kid! I never knew the way people support you that often. keep on wondering, why do they chose to trust you that often, but seldom choose to trust me. WHY?! Hah! No matter how hard others trust and support you, you never ever aspect me to trust you, as you don't deserve it, not at all! When something happens, people kept standing on your side, helping you to go against my words! They dono how to differentiate between the truth and lies! No! They DON'T! TwF! I want to let you to know that, you will not gonna win forever! Beware! God is watching you on wadever you're doing, He is watching you, and everyone of us on every min, every second! WatchOut yeah! Don't make me Hate you even more okay! You're born with a brain, so you should know the way to think! =)
It's fine if you chose to trust that person instead of me.. I mean its fine only on my appearance, not from my heart! You better keep quite and shut UP if you don get wad I mean, dono wad I want. I'd tried my best, but why do you keep on saying that I never work hard, I never try. You always thought that 'XXX' were right for everything, even when 'XXX' was actually wrong! That's only wad you think, but for me, wadever 'XXX' did were all Suck! Do you know that.. clever person shouldn't be proud, shouldn't act as the same way as you did! Clever person knows how to think on the positive and right side. They know how to differentiate between truth and lies, right and wrong! They think deeply before they talk, but you never even do it before, so, i can conclude that you aren't a clever person, but a stupid kid! I never knew the way people support you that often. keep on wondering, why do they chose to trust you that often, but seldom choose to trust me. WHY?! Hah! No matter how hard others trust and support you, you never ever aspect me to trust you, as you don't deserve it, not at all! When something happens, people kept standing on your side, helping you to go against my words! They dono how to differentiate between the truth and lies! No! They DON'T! TwF! I want to let you to know that, you will not gonna win forever! Beware! God is watching you on wadever you're doing, He is watching you, and everyone of us on every min, every second! WatchOut yeah! Don't make me Hate you even more okay! You're born with a brain, so you should know the way to think! =)
Wednesday, October 20, 2010
Lalala!
Sometimes, i do wonder why do some human like to ask so many questions.. others will treat them as 'curiousity', but I'll just treat it as if you're asking nonsense!
Never ever ask me on some nonsense stuff.. and those unessasary questions.
Sometimes, i don't think it's good for some certain people to become over curious on some certain stuff, especially those stuff that you aren't nessasary to know about.==" You are no longer a young kid la! Grow up la man! Stop asking people this and that, stop asking me on the 'hows and whys'! Dont you feel that it's so damn annoying..? maybe you don feel the same way as I do, cos there never will be people that act more curious than you do. Do you really don't understand or wad?! Stop asking la.. == sweat! lame!
Never ever ask me on some nonsense stuff.. and those unessasary questions.
Sometimes, i don't think it's good for some certain people to become over curious on some certain stuff, especially those stuff that you aren't nessasary to know about.==" You are no longer a young kid la! Grow up la man! Stop asking people this and that, stop asking me on the 'hows and whys'! Dont you feel that it's so damn annoying..? maybe you don feel the same way as I do, cos there never will be people that act more curious than you do. Do you really don't understand or wad?! Stop asking la.. == sweat! lame!
Monday, October 18, 2010
Read it~ adapted from Perfect Story, by author Low Kay Hwa famous author from Singapore!
We paused. For fifteen months, we had never talked about the weather. I suddenly felt so distant from her—yet so near. It was like standing just in front of her with a wall between us. The air felt dry in my windpipe.
“What is the, you know, the answer.”
“What answer?”
“When I asked if—”
“I don’t like you,” I said. My heart skipped a beat immediately. What the hell am I talking about? “But whenever I see something cute in the shops or something nice in the cake shops, I feel the need to buy it for you. Whenever I excel in my studies, I feel the need to tell you my achievements. Whenever you tell me about how your parents place such immense pressure on you, I feel the need to confront your parents.”
Stephanie was blinking fast. At the serene playground, I could almost hear a soft piano tone in the background, like a scene out of a romantic movie.
“Every weekend, I look forward to weekdays. I hate weekends, because I will not be able to see you. Every Saturday, I wonder which boy will be with you. Every Sunday, I imagine you hanging out with a group of boys. I feel like going out to kill those boys.”
I lowered my voice. I was not thinking. My heart was talking.
My hand was moving slowly towards her. “I’m just being truthful. You can hate me, you can detest me, but you cannot choose how I feel towards you. I don’t give a damn about how you feel.”
I would not apologize because rebellious girls like her did not like guys who always apologized. I was no longer looking at her then: I stared at one of the windows of the surrounding flat. I did not even know if she had heard what I had said. My hands roamed around, trying to reach for her.
“You don’t need to use these words on me,” she said, “because one year ago, I had already realized that I was fond of you.”
A cold breeze swept across us as if on cue. Maybe by heaven? I took in deep breaths for the next five seconds. I was trying to kick my low self-esteem away. If it worked on other girls, this girl could not be any exception. I bit my lips and our eyes locked.
The rebellious girls like confident bad boys. The rebellious girls like confident bad boys! Be confident; be bad!
“I love you,” I said, “and you love me. Tell me, my dear, am I dreaming?”
This is only part of the whole story. The story is very touched, although i haven't read the whole of it yet, but can feel it! It's about a guy and a girl who love each other, unfortunately, under some unknowingly reasons, the girl forced herself to marry with another guy who she doesn't loves at, at all. Their relationship lasted for years. Until one day, the guy from her past, who the girl truly loves at, came to her house and looked for her. and told her that he had involved in a hit-and-run case, he killed a couple in a purpose way, which totally not an accident. but he killed them with his own reasons which couldn't be told. And.. read the rest of the story at 'www.goodybooks.com/theperfectstory.htm'. I can assure that You will be regret if u refuse to read it! It's a nice story! You will surely got touched by the whole story, unless you're not born with a heart or you are a cold-hearted person! =)
“What is the, you know, the answer.”
“What answer?”
“When I asked if—”
“I don’t like you,” I said. My heart skipped a beat immediately. What the hell am I talking about? “But whenever I see something cute in the shops or something nice in the cake shops, I feel the need to buy it for you. Whenever I excel in my studies, I feel the need to tell you my achievements. Whenever you tell me about how your parents place such immense pressure on you, I feel the need to confront your parents.”
Stephanie was blinking fast. At the serene playground, I could almost hear a soft piano tone in the background, like a scene out of a romantic movie.
“Every weekend, I look forward to weekdays. I hate weekends, because I will not be able to see you. Every Saturday, I wonder which boy will be with you. Every Sunday, I imagine you hanging out with a group of boys. I feel like going out to kill those boys.”
I lowered my voice. I was not thinking. My heart was talking.
My hand was moving slowly towards her. “I’m just being truthful. You can hate me, you can detest me, but you cannot choose how I feel towards you. I don’t give a damn about how you feel.”
I would not apologize because rebellious girls like her did not like guys who always apologized. I was no longer looking at her then: I stared at one of the windows of the surrounding flat. I did not even know if she had heard what I had said. My hands roamed around, trying to reach for her.
“You don’t need to use these words on me,” she said, “because one year ago, I had already realized that I was fond of you.”
A cold breeze swept across us as if on cue. Maybe by heaven? I took in deep breaths for the next five seconds. I was trying to kick my low self-esteem away. If it worked on other girls, this girl could not be any exception. I bit my lips and our eyes locked.
The rebellious girls like confident bad boys. The rebellious girls like confident bad boys! Be confident; be bad!
“I love you,” I said, “and you love me. Tell me, my dear, am I dreaming?”
This is only part of the whole story. The story is very touched, although i haven't read the whole of it yet, but can feel it! It's about a guy and a girl who love each other, unfortunately, under some unknowingly reasons, the girl forced herself to marry with another guy who she doesn't loves at, at all. Their relationship lasted for years. Until one day, the guy from her past, who the girl truly loves at, came to her house and looked for her. and told her that he had involved in a hit-and-run case, he killed a couple in a purpose way, which totally not an accident. but he killed them with his own reasons which couldn't be told. And.. read the rest of the story at 'www.goodybooks.com/theperfectstory.htm'. I can assure that You will be regret if u refuse to read it! It's a nice story! You will surely got touched by the whole story, unless you're not born with a heart or you are a cold-hearted person! =)
Sunday, October 17, 2010
School! Im here! =)
Woo! Back to school again tomorrow! Time flies eh, two days time flies away so fast! Arghh.. those stupid and lame jobs gonna start again tomorrow! Gonna listen to lots and lots of orders, comments from others and so on, again. GAH!! Okay, for the sack of my mark, for the sack of my future, I’ll try to make no complaints, no sighs, on my job. I’ll try to fake a smile, a laugh in front of YOU!! Okay.. that’s all. Bye! Enjoy your day yea! Wish my favorite job goes on well tomorrow! ( I am so sarcastic, but yeah, i meant to be sarcastic! =P) =)
Friday, October 15, 2010
I'm gonna show you the kind of reaction like this: =.=
Hello there!! Welcome to my blog again..! Well, I was recently chosen to be one of the assistant exco, LOL?! Nothing to be proud of. Not at all. Because it is the Staircase Bureau, the bureau which others think that it sucks! I miss My Discipline Bureau so damn badly! =( I miss it! Is it really worth it if I duty so hard, but at last, I’d being put into the bureau that I doesn’t like at all since the very first day I joined Prefect?!! Is it really worth for the 7 marks only?!! I don’t really think it worth to it sometimes. I’d rather gained only 6 marks, but at least I do feel happy during my duty time. It got no difference between ordinary prefect and Exco, the only different is the mark, the ONE mark different only. So what for Excos worked for so hard, but gained for so little marks only? It doesn’t really worth at all eh! Discipline Bureau, I got NO FATE with it! And Staircase Bureau, How am I going to face it?! Discipline Discipline, I regretted for not appreciating it during those days when I was still in Discipline Bureau, I used to sometimes complaint this and that! But, I bet, I will complain even more about Staircase Bureau! Damn it! We must always appreciate something before you lose it, and before it is too late for you to regret! It got no point for me to regret now! It’s my own fault at the very first beginning, the day when I decided to join prefectorial board! It's my own fault.
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