=.=

Mind if you keep your fucking mouth shut?! Sometimes I really hope for not knowing you when I first met you! You KNOW WAD! Sometimes, I feel like my life is soo like a fucking damn shit with you in it!! Unless you’re willing to change your fucking attitude, or you will end up causing people around you to hate you a lot!

My 2010 Birthday Wishes! =)

I still remember those days when I was still a little kid, I wished that I could receive lots and lots of presents from others on my birthday! But now, as my ages are growing, I wish that I could score high marks in Exam and receiving lots and lots of bday wishes from others! Instead of receiving presents from others, results and wishes sound more important to me! To me, Results mean a lot more than presents. The presents you received might be expensive, but they’ll break down anytime if you didn’t take good care of the presents you received. They will not last forever and they won’t be with you together, forever! But Results and Wishes are totally different from Presents, the great result you scored will lead you to a better and a brighter future, the wishes you receive will accompany you forever, but once a present broke down, it means nothing to you anymore! Trust me, once a present broke down, you won’t even care about it anymore! So, this year, I’ll wish for the best in my SPM Examination, I’d want a brighter future and heartiest wishes instead of receiving lots of presents! So, people, best wishes for me tomorrow okay? =)

未來的第一站

睁开眼
空气在沸腾转变我突然
多了好多的体会
如果说梦想
醒来一捏就粉碎
世界就只是一层安静的灰

曾躲在 几十亿人海里面
因为爱 才能挤撞到前面
我要的不多
就几分钟的时间
让我大声说出心里的感谢

Chorus
爱 是我的第一站
爱 给了我方向感
爱 寸步也没离开
陪我从模糊的地带
走到阳光正在打亮的舞台


被雨淋过的勇敢
被你给过的温暖
全都在

爱 未来的第一站
爱 教我把梦拉开
爱 要我抬起头看
天空中最微弱的星
也有权利争取最美的灿烂

By 林育羣 Lin Yu Chun~ 小胖

Step-by-Step

We’re got to do everything step-by-step. You cant jump before you learn how to run! You cant run before you know the way to walk. You cant walk as well, before you learn the way of crawling. You cant expect a 6 months old baby to walk as steady as how a normal adult does. You cant expect every first time of yourself to be as good as how you expect it to be. You cant expect a student who got no experience at all to stand on the stage, and give out the speech as steady as how a professional lecturer does. Some of our first times will go on very smoothly, but some do not! You can never ever expect God to give you a 100% perfect life without a single mistake. You must went through some rough times to make some improvement on yourself! So, never give up when times are hard, you must think of the method to solve all of the hard problems that you faced! Treat every problem that you faced as a lesson from God. Aim for a target before you start to do anything! And start and do that certain thing with full of determination! Never stop on the half way while you are just on the way to SUCCESS! =D

Sigh!

Sigh! You left us all.. with all your worries together with you, I guess! May God lead you to a better place in your afterlife! May God choose the better and right path for you! Although I don’t know you that much, but I’d heard your name for at least thousands of times! Although I’d only met you once, but I knew you were a kind person! Although you had left now, but those who knew you will still miss you, you will forever and ever be in our heart! May you rest in peace! Deepest Condolence to your family members! May your family members, your parents especially, be stronger, and don’t be too sad! =)


-17 November 2010-

Report cards!

My results were so bad this time! OMG! Damn it! Teacher didn't complain anything about me.. yeah! Thank God! BUT.. my family members scolded me together once we reached home! They asked me to quit prefect! TwH?! == for all of my hard works, and at last you offered me to quit?!! No way! It Doesn't even worth it! shit! Listen up, I say 'Im not gonna quit yeah'! From now onward, I must reduce n control my time on playing fb(play it only during weekends or when necessary), its a must, for my own sack! And increase the time on study! Results suck! but there's force that pushes me soo hard right after i saw my result! The force asked me to study hard in order to change to a better class next year! It reminded me on how important my SPM and my future are! My future is now on my own hand path, no one else can control it besides my own self! So, I must do well in the pra-semester examination! MUST! It taught me never take my result for granted! I had learned a hard lesson and never ever gonna repeat the same thing over again! God Bless!! =)

...

I need my own free time, my own freedom, why can't you give it to me?!
It's fine if you chose to trust that person instead of me.. I mean its fine only on my appearance, not from my heart! You better keep quite and shut UP if you don get wad I mean, dono wad I want. I'd tried my best, but why do you keep on saying that I never work hard, I never try. You always thought that 'XXX' were right for everything, even when 'XXX' was actually wrong! That's only wad you think, but for me, wadever 'XXX' did were all Suck! Do you know that.. clever person shouldn't be proud, shouldn't act as the same way as you did! Clever person knows how to think on the positive and right side. They know how to differentiate between truth and lies, right and wrong! They think deeply before they talk, but you never even do it before, so, i can conclude that you aren't a clever person, but a stupid kid! I never knew the way people support you that often. keep on wondering, why do they chose to trust you that often, but seldom choose to trust me. WHY?! Hah! No matter how hard others trust and support you, you never ever aspect me to trust you, as you don't deserve it, not at all! When something happens, people kept standing on your side, helping you to go against my words! They dono how to differentiate between the truth and lies! No! They DON'T! TwF! I want to let you to know that, you will not gonna win forever! Beware! God is watching you on wadever you're doing, He is watching you, and everyone of us on every min, every second! WatchOut yeah! Don't make me Hate you even more okay! You're born with a brain, so you should know the way to think! =)

Lalala!

Sometimes, i do wonder why do some human like to ask so many questions.. others will treat them as 'curiousity', but I'll just treat it as if you're asking nonsense!
Never ever ask me on some nonsense stuff.. and those unessasary questions.
Sometimes, i don't think it's good for some certain people to become over curious on some certain stuff, especially those stuff that you aren't nessasary to know about.==" You are no longer a young kid la! Grow up la man! Stop asking people this and that, stop asking me on the 'hows and whys'! Dont you feel that it's so damn annoying..? maybe you don feel the same way as I do, cos there never will be people that act more curious than you do. Do you really don't understand or wad?! Stop asking la.. == sweat! lame!

Read it~ adapted from Perfect Story, by author Low Kay Hwa famous author from Singapore!

We paused. For fifteen months, we had never talked about the weather. I suddenly felt so distant from her—yet so near. It was like standing just in front of her with a wall between us. The air felt dry in my windpipe.

“What is the, you know, the answer.”

“What answer?”

“When I asked if—”

“I don’t like you,” I said. My heart skipped a beat immediately. What the hell am I talking about? “But whenever I see something cute in the shops or something nice in the cake shops, I feel the need to buy it for you. Whenever I excel in my studies, I feel the need to tell you my achievements. Whenever you tell me about how your parents place such immense pressure on you, I feel the need to confront your parents.”

Stephanie was blinking fast. At the serene playground, I could almost hear a soft piano tone in the background, like a scene out of a romantic movie.

“Every weekend, I look forward to weekdays. I hate weekends, because I will not be able to see you. Every Saturday, I wonder which boy will be with you. Every Sunday, I imagine you hanging out with a group of boys. I feel like going out to kill those boys.”

I lowered my voice. I was not thinking. My heart was talking.

My hand was moving slowly towards her. “I’m just being truthful. You can hate me, you can detest me, but you cannot choose how I feel towards you. I don’t give a damn about how you feel.”

I would not apologize because rebellious girls like her did not like guys who always apologized. I was no longer looking at her then: I stared at one of the windows of the surrounding flat. I did not even know if she had heard what I had said. My hands roamed around, trying to reach for her.

“You don’t need to use these words on me,” she said, “because one year ago, I had already realized that I was fond of you.”

A cold breeze swept across us as if on cue. Maybe by heaven? I took in deep breaths for the next five seconds. I was trying to kick my low self-esteem away. If it worked on other girls, this girl could not be any exception. I bit my lips and our eyes locked.

The rebellious girls like confident bad boys. The rebellious girls like confident bad boys! Be confident; be bad!

“I love you,” I said, “and you love me. Tell me, my dear, am I dreaming?”

This is only part of the whole story. The story is very touched, although i haven't read the whole of it yet, but can feel it! It's about a guy and a girl who love each other, unfortunately, under some unknowingly reasons, the girl forced herself to marry with another guy who she doesn't loves at, at all. Their relationship lasted for years. Until one day, the guy from her past, who the girl truly loves at, came to her house and looked for her. and told her that he had involved in a hit-and-run case, he killed a couple in a purpose way, which totally not an accident. but he killed them with his own reasons which couldn't be told. And.. read the rest of the story at 'www.goodybooks.com/theperfectstory.htm'. I can assure that You will be regret if u refuse to read it! It's a nice story! You will surely got touched by the whole story, unless you're not born with a heart or you are a cold-hearted person! =)

School! Im here! =)

Woo! Back to school again tomorrow! Time flies eh, two days time flies away so fast! Arghh.. those stupid and lame jobs gonna start again tomorrow! Gonna listen to lots and lots of orders, comments from others and so on, again. GAH!! Okay, for the sack of my mark, for the sack of my future, I’ll try to make no complaints, no sighs, on my job. I’ll try to fake a smile, a laugh in front of YOU!! Okay.. that’s all. Bye! Enjoy your day yea! Wish my favorite job goes on well tomorrow! ( I am so sarcastic, but yeah, i meant to be sarcastic! =P) =)

Please dont force me to do things that i dont want to

F OFF before I get mad!

Listen to me~ I say: LEAVE ME ALONE!

I'm gonna show you the kind of reaction like this: =.=

Hello there!! Welcome to my blog again..! Well, I was recently chosen to be one of the assistant exco, LOL?! Nothing to be proud of. Not at all. Because it is the Staircase Bureau, the bureau which others think that it sucks! I miss My Discipline Bureau so damn badly! =( I miss it! Is it really worth it if I duty so hard, but at last, I’d being put into the bureau that I doesn’t like at all since the very first day I joined Prefect?!! Is it really worth for the 7 marks only?!! I don’t really think it worth to it sometimes. I’d rather gained only 6 marks, but at least I do feel happy during my duty time. It got no difference between ordinary prefect and Exco, the only different is the mark, the ONE mark different only. So what for Excos worked for so hard, but gained for so little marks only? It doesn’t really worth at all eh! Discipline Bureau, I got NO FATE with it! And Staircase Bureau, How am I going to face it?! Discipline Discipline, I regretted for not appreciating it during those days when I was still in Discipline Bureau, I used to sometimes complaint this and that! But, I bet, I will complain even more about Staircase Bureau! Damn it! We must always appreciate something before you lose it, and before it is too late for you to regret! It got no point for me to regret now! It’s my own fault at the very first beginning, the day when I decided to join prefectorial board! It's my own fault.

Oh!!OohLal@!! =)

Hello there, Im here to update my blog AgAiN!! haha.. Well, today's Tuesday, having prefect duty early in the morning. So boring to stand at the gate there and greet those who totally thought that we're transparent, they cant see us at all.. maybe we are transparent, or maybe our 'Morning' wasn't loud enough, haha.. WeLL, or MAYBE they're deaf!! =X just kidding.. I was just wondering why dont they smile back to us, and we're not even asking the word 'Morning' back from some of you ( cos we knew that its kind of an impossible task =P). LOL. And I've sitted for Chinese exam today, Hmm.. 4 hours on-going paper. Oh Gosh, my hands were so tired!! And, me n my parents had our dinner at 'Poh Kwong Park', one of the new coffee shop, and funny thing happened. When the food were being served to our table, a family behind us stopped the waitress and asked,:' Why do their food comes before ours?! I tot we arrived first?!!' and then their daughter stared at us or maybe not at us, but our food. I was like..==" '..'Oh well, I knew you reached there first, but we ordered earlier through phone!! WTF!! Are you really that hungry? or you aren't happy bcos you didn't know that there's a thing in this world called " HANDPHONE"?!! LOL.. FUNNY but quite annoyed by this kind of people. Hah.. that's all from me today, my BLOG IS FULL TODAY!! Heheh =) Have a nice day people.. =)

Bye Bye!! My two weeks holiday..

Time really flies!! two weeks long holiday gonna end today!! We gonna start schooling again tomorrow.. all the stressfull works gonna start again tomorrow.. the lame kind of duty gonna start very soon as well.. So glad that I chose to 'off' on Monday, no need to check students' nail, no need to greet them early in the morning on the 1st day of my school, and of cos, my mood wont be spoiled, as I dont need to wake up that early. Haha.. Happy Schooling yeah people!! =)

Blog??!!

Yeah.. updating.. i am currently enjoying my holiday. 30% of me fight for the exam, 50% of me fight for movie, and 20% of me internet( not that i don wan to surf the web, its bcos of the 'lagness' of my laptop made me feel so lazy to wait for it..!!) Guess wad.. my laptop got no Youtube, and super duper lag even when i only open for one browser. ==" Oh My Gosh!! My dear laptop starts to get sick!! =P

and finally, my dear little blog has been UPDATED!! i know its very very short.. heh.. but, wad to do? I got ntg to say about.. haha. I will really try my best to update it a little bit longer for the next time n of cos will FIGHT for the coming exam ( for both First Aid and School Exam)!!.. XD
Enjoy Your Holidays/Weekends!! try to spend more time to face book rather than facebook! =)

Public duty on the Saturday =)

It was the best moment to.. haha.. shhhh.. not gonna tell u wad I mean..( figure it out yourself ) =P Reached Head Quarter before 7am.. damn early right? glad that i wasn't late for the duty.. a friendly uncle sent us all to the State Stadium together with the Kuching High RC members, by using the ambulance.. that uncle taught us the right and proper way to treat the muscle cramp... thanks a lot.. nothing much to say about our duty.. sometimes fun, but sometimes bored! The participants come from different districts.. we did make friends with them, communicate and chat with some of them during our duty.. and do focused on our duty, too.. LOL!! =D but we're lack of manpower, so we unable to help some of the casualty on the first minute.. feel sorry for u guys.. I was getting darker and darker after the Public First Aid Duty.. but we do enjoy our duty well.. we tried our best to treat everyone of the casualty well.. heheh.. =)

Anual General Meeting ( AGM )

LOL.. it was the terrifying moment for most people.. i was asked to conduct the meeting.. Yeah, damn nervous and scare to stand in front of everyone, say words in front of them.. answer their questions.. and so on.. Anyway, I tried my best but I can feel the boredom of the meeting.. My post as vice president of ERT Club is still maintained, its a very GOOD NEWS for me ehh.. Yeah.. I prefer my post to maintain rather than have a higher post, though the marks are a bit lower, haha.. i dont mind.. LOL.. so glad that I have the post as vice president.. =) I hope the best for the next committee board.. All the best people, GAMBATEH!! Lets work together, and be co-operate to each other..!! =)

Updating my blog.. =)

What should I say here?
What do u want me to say?
I got no idea at all on what I can say..
BlaBlaBla~!! OK.. thats all.. bye bye!! =D

Shiverring..

Im tired.. Im really tired of whatever that had happened!! =( Everything was ruined again.. If only the strong wind can blows off all the hates, dislikes, damn thingy.. I rather it to be strong wind.. let the wind blows off everything that are making me down, depressed!! Im tired of all this and that.. STOP IT!! All I want is just the very simple but happy life.. =D

Two sides of 'me'

When I was young,
Life was easy,
Summers were then,
Slow and breeezy.

Now I'm a teen,
No more solitary voice,
It's a complicated life,
Everything's a choice.

Once just Mandy,
Now me and she,
I'd like to say "I",
But it's really "we".

There's a me on the inside,
And me on the out,
It's confusing us both,
And keeps me in doubt.

When I look on the inside,
I see a girl who,
Feels quite secure,
And isn't demure.

She's sure of herself,
Refreshingly cool,
She can handle it all,
And is so smart in school.

She's friendly and witty,
Commits to write in ink,
And she doesn't much care,
What anyone thinks.

But on the outside,
She's a shy, timid girl,
Who feels insecure,
And not all that sure.

A girl not in control,
Or gusty,
Or cool,
And merely average in school.

Not pretty enough,
Quite often a klutz,
Not gracefully nor witty,
And thinks no one really likes her that much.

Inside and out,
How long will it be,
Before I'm together,
And there's just one of me?

by Mandy Flaspeter, 18.
adapted from book "Taste Berries for Teens"

BlaBlarBlarh! =P

Went to the State Library this morning with my brother at around 12noon( but actually we planned to be there by 11pm) LOL. Someone overslept! We spent the whole afternoon in the library. That Library was cold enough, but not quite enough, some people, I mean those who don't understand what library are for, even talked with their gang of friends so loudly, and they even Laugh Out Loud! =D wth, this is a library, not a place for you to laugh! Well, I read for different kinds of book, only few pages for each book. And I read for story of Nabi Muhammad s.a.w. too, it's interesting, not boring at all, and btw, im doing my revision on my History! Am I 'guai' enough? Yeah, I knew I AM! haha.. Later, at around 5pm, we went back, not to our home, but to Reservoir Park! Wee~ That's FUN, although I ran for half round only, but I do walked for 3 rounds!! At night, arguments happened again.. == BlalalAH =) I'm getting used to this kind of argument. What else to say?! Dog Dog Dog, I HATE DOG! especially those kind of troublesome dog. Dog please **** off! Shoo~! Haha. That's all! Hope it's not boring. =)

Random ( story of this and that )

Finally, the day that all of us have been waited for soo long, finally arrived! End of Exam = Start of Holiday = Freedom!! OMGOSH, Physic and Add Maths Paper 2 were hard! Hopefully i will pass for both that papers.. God Bless me please! and Thank GOD I passed my Bio! YeaH~ =) And next, im going to talk about Life in Prefects'. On Monday, the Lower 6 students which include ex-prefects, our seniors, joined us back! I admit, they are really good, much more better and serious than us! And the Good news is that all the probation excos that had been chosen b4, are all being canceled off again!! Wee~ means that im stil of hope! YES! So, people, if you are not my senior, not my probation exco, not that type of experts or we called it as 'pro' one, PLEASE STOP BEHAVE LIKE '....'!! Stop insulting people, scolding people, you are not as good as how you think yourself are! So, STOP THAT OKAY! Your attitude was so obvious, you changed aLOT! Some of the people don realize that but i do realize that! Thats all from me today! bye! Im currently waiting for the growing of my plants! =] hehe, wish me luck, to let my plants grow faster.

Justin Bieber - Baby ft. Ludacris

Love Kuching Race

Just like the amazing race. Its a race.. so everyone seemed to run for the whole race, fighting for champion, LOL, but for some group, champion seems to be nothing for them, they were so slow and steady, can even bought food and drinks and rest for 5-10 mins. Me and Jia Qi, as the station masters, our jobs are only to give the participants tasks, so, each time we saw them coming, we will start to hide here and there, when they saw us, we wil start to run, or do different kinds of stuff, fooled them around, tell them that we were the participants too.. XD So, it's tiring but it was fun! everyone seemed to have the same idea with me.. So, what we want them to do are first, two of the shortest person in the group carry the tallest person of the group, and then take a photo with a nice pose. It was funny! Second, they were asked to introduce themselves, everyone of them, and after that, they would have to introduce both me and Jia Qi in 30 words, not more/ less than 30 words, and wrote it in a piece of paper, by not using bad words.. ( which 'short' is also consider as a bad word). Hahahahaha.. how funny, and how torturing we were.. XD Anyway, i enjoyed myself a lot! People, don't get angry if we cheated u too much, or even we gave u guys such a torturing task. This is a teamwork, So, it needs co-operations from everyone of the team mates. Be street-wise, and strengthened your relationship with others well. And of course, get to know new friends, as well. Hope there will be such race next time.. SUPER FUN! =)

Blah Blah Blah!!

I'm so lazy to update my blog for these few weeks, so, i won't be updating my blog for these few weeks.. haha. Bye! ^^

Life of Teenagers, my English oral script! =) Yeah!

>>Do you guys know that why do most of the teenagers don't feel happy that often, instead, they feel sad, depressed, disappoint and so on. Teenagers faced lots of problems, they get stressed and being pressured by all sorts of difficulties: for example worrying over pimples and examinations. ( so true XD )

>>In that case, their emotional changes will be unstable, they might be easily quarrel with their friends and families, because they are hot-tempered and most of their emotions are failed to be controlled. Most of them easily burst into tears too. Once they unable to solve their problems, they will start to worry, get stressed and finally they cry.

>>Life, these are all LIFE! Life is full of ups and downs. There will be fun and fear, tear and smile. Sometimes, there even will be dull and boring moments. All we need to do are just to calm ourselves down by listening to the music or a piece of advise. An advise from others might be useful for you, just that you don't realize that. Always have a positive thinking of all the problems and always look for the best solutions to solve all the difficulties, hard times. Always remember that we are human beings and none of us is perfect! Make the best decision for yourself. Do enjoy your life as we only go through it once. Do appreciate everything you have before you lost them.

Teacher's comment : Good.
My own comment : Not bad. haha.

I Love You!! Love You!! And Love YOU!!! =) But u don even know about that, don even take note about my feeling towards you.. That campaign told us that true love needs wait, needs patient. but isn't love is so blind, LOVE is so blind that I will fall in love with u.. The 3 stages of love, 1st- Develop Friendship. 2nd-United in Spirit. 3rd-United in Body. I cant even done the 1st stage, how can I love you still.. Coz we're not even friend, i never talk to you although i'd knew you for so long.. IS this what they call as 'secret admire'? Is it? Love involves both parties, even if i LOVE you more than ur parents love you,( example only okay ) its totally useless, cos u don't LOVE me at all.. what else can i do, except for praying to God everyday, so you would LOVE me someday.. I believe it, I believe true LOVE do comes! I believe that you are mine! I believe that I LOVE you! =)

'Pro'-Prefects duty! =) LOL

Started my duty since last Monday. Oh, Quite tiring, quite fun, quite boring, quite challenging, quite annoying, quite good, quite nice, So, Great!! Well, Honestly, some of the bureau were quite bored, haha.

I wonder, Will a prefect being hated by friends, especially close friends..?? Will a prefect miss out his/her lesson?? Will the friendship being affected?? What will a prefect be in others eye?? Im afraid of it..

Friends, how I wish you could understand how I feel, What I like, and so on. And always respect my decisions. Never use kinds of insulting words to insult my feeling. Prefects are also parts of the human.. Do respect them, they do what they are supposed to do! So, respect them if you are one of the HUMAN!! =) THANKS A LOT!!! =) thousands of appreciation..

Holiday.. Wee...

Yes, i admit, Holiday is always better than study. But, study is sometimes better than a boring holiday!! Pheww.. so boring, bored, boredom!! Can anyone tell me wad to do besides tuition.. Can anyone organize some special activities in school. Im so boring la.. Arghh.. Besides tuition, computer ( FB and PPstream ).. nothing else I can do. I won't expect myself to study especially on the HOLIDAY!! Holiday is for people to rest, not for people to study or to work. It's the only time student can PLAY!! =)

You Are MAD!! F***

Fine youu.. I promised. I will proof to you that I can do it. Malay?? So WHAT!! This is Malaysia, a multiracial country, and it's not a country with only Malay, it consists of CHINESE, INDIA and finally MALAY!! So, in a nutshell, Malay doesn't mean everything, Malay isn't Comes first. First come first serve, Never heard this before huh??!!! Sorry to all the Malay, I don't mean to hurt you guys, I know some of you are very good,.. Unlike some! So, Im sure that Im not mentioning you here.. Im referring to someone who never never ever will read my BLOG!!! Once again.. Sorry for the Malays =)

BlaBlaBla.. =)

Life is like this, life is like that.. I LOVE my life.
Love is like this, love is like that.. I HATE the way you treat me.
Study is for gaining knowledge, I LOVE it, but i HATE exam.
You are like this, you are like that.. I LOVE you, but do u LOVE me.
Im just like this, Im just like that.. LOVE the way I am.

Life is blessed with u in it..
I am me, I am Christine..
I am a girl of how u think i am..
Im imperfect, Im not the best, Im not the worst..
I don't have everything,
But I have everything I want.
Do appreciate everything u have now..
God wont be giving u everything..
But God will gives u everything u need..
I LOVE GOD !! <3 <3 <3

Save our mother earth!!
Stop EXAM!!
STOP cutting trees!!
STOP stress!!
Save ourselves!!

Lalala.. Topic-less =)

Having prefect interview today. Ooh.. I was so nervous.. Felt so scary to face the prefects, Arghh!! Failed to give a good answer for some of the questions. I hope that i will success to become a prefect.. !! Btw, i haven't start my revision yet.. only a few pages of Biology and Sejarah!! Oh God, Bless me in this coming exam, Give me LUCK =)That's all.. Bye.

Human,.. When U need help from them, they will think over and over to help u, but they will asked for rewards after they helped u, and will takes a very long time for them to help u, u will have to beg them, only if i have this kind of 'patient', I'll gonna 'BEG' you, but i don't have. Even if a stranger will help me, why won't u?? Are u my friend huh?? Or you are just one of the one who is known as a 'friend' of mine, but it doesn't seems to be true.. right?? This is human's behavior.. =) It's damn true.. sometimes, strangers seem to be better than 'friends'..!! I don't mean all of you guys and not all the time, but some, don't misunderstand my blog, pls.. LOL~^^

Woohoo, what a great day!! =D

Starts our journey in Elaine's house at 10am.. ( but all of us were late XD, lol, lack of punctuality) We did our favorite hobby in her house, GAMBLING!! Maybe Luck's not on my side, I lose for about RM 1.60.. Oh GOSH!! Our next station, WC's house, playing piano, altho we donno how to play the right key, but we play it RANDOMLY!!! After that, all of them went to my house, nothing to play except for laptop and watching TV.. LOL, that's my house, my home, the place where I live in =) Then, we went to K-Box, get high!! =D Thanks for WC's mom for sending us there.. Thanks alot. At 6.30pm, im having a primary class reunion, in 175 degrees( never heard that b4, quite a romantic cafe, with fish spa available XD ).. lol, anyway, it's great to meet up all of them once more. In a nutshell, Im So happy today, have a great, nice, memorable, enjoyed day!! Thanks to everyone and everything related!!! Thank God for giving me such a peaceful day!! Love it.. <3>

Life of Teenagers

It's all about life of teenagers..
Depressed, sad, or angry??
Why do most of the teenager don't feel happy that often??
Stress & pressure comes..
And all these had made our life more and more challenging,
Sometimes, our tear do drops,
Emotion do changes,
Heart do breaks,
but do you ever wonder why all these happen??
Is there any solution for all those problems??
There IS..
The solution comes within your heart!! =)
YOU yourself is the main controller of most of the problems you faced..
Always remember that you are a teenager,
So, don let your tear drops that easily..
Even if the tear drops uncontrollably,
You tell yourself that...
'I'd never let my tear drops again'
'Cos I'm a teenager, no longer a small baby'
'It's a shame for me to cry'
Smile to face all the difficult, hard times..
Be CONFIDENCE to yourself!!! ~ ^^

Happy Chinese New Year Everyone =P

Hello, hello, hey hey, yo yo!!
Im here to wish all of you guys a happy and prosperous New Year!!
May all your wishes come true..
May your LOVED ones come over..
May PEACE be around you..
May GOD bless you..
Good health and good wealth!!
That's all the wishes from me~

Rainbow..!! =D

As we all know, there's a statement says that "there will always be a rainbow after rain".. LOL, i agree about that. Having a quarrel with family, but after a few moments, after some sweet words coming out from my mouth, everything will be okay then. I should have get used to the quarrel already.. Wee~~ rainbow rainbow rainbow.. =D

--Anti DOG--

A message to my dearie school..

Hey,...!! Please don't collect this kind of rubbish, things that had already been used and things that are useless., They will only caused dirtiness to our school.. troublesome one.. Without them, our school will be safe, pretty, clean, peaceful, and can even save up more space.. !! We are not the rubbish collector k, not even the 'Recycle Bin'.. Maybe someone else want them, but WE DON'T want them..!! Yucks.. i can't understand why you guys want them so much..?! so disgusting.. Even if you give them as a present to me, i also don't want that, rather throw it to the rubbish bin, we won't be falling without them. Buttshit.. Bluehk.. .. .. xD

-----I AM trying my very best to pay my full attention in class-----

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So, I seldom talk in class..
I used to be a talkative girl.. lol,
Now, I am still.. but not that talkative lar..
Use most of my free time to read the novel ( BM & BI )..
AWW.. LOVE stories in both NEW novels are super duper nice (^.^)
Only now i realize that actually Chemistry is quite interesting..
Not as boring as how i think at 1st~
It depends on how the teacher teach la, actually=)..
*( am I insulting someone?? Sounds like i AM??)*
*(emm... emm =X bla bla bla)* =P
Among all the new subjects that i face this year,
I found that Add Maths is the most difficult subject..
sometimes i able to catch what teacher said,
but, sometimes i 'catch no ball'.. sounds strange??
Never mind, maybe tuition able to save me from falling down..
Failure is the Mother of SUCCESS!!
Science Three, Wait for me~
that's all for today.. TQ for viewing my blog..!!
Sweet dream, good Night!! ~
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"Oh God, I want my original place BACK. I totally cannot see what all the teacher wrote on the blackboard.. Reflection" == Things are just so unfair.. i thought most of the thing should be 1st come, 1st serve..?!! Huh... u don make me angry.. don make me get mad of your behavior, okay~~
Sometimes, 'Sorry' could be accepted!! .. Is 'Sorry' that difficult to be spoke out..?! Bluekk.. I hate DOG!! Doggie.. woof woof, wad for!! Ish.. KNS la u!! =P

Don't make me feel angry..

So wad?! Your my teacher, but this doesn't mean that you have the right to plan everything for me, you want me to change my sitting place with 'her'.. and then ask me to sit next to her!! I already cant see so clearly at own my own place, and yet u ask me to change to a worse place, do you know wad is 'REFLECTION'..??!!!!!!! huh.. you're not the one who sits there for the whole year, but i AM the one.. How can u become a teacher who don't understand your student well.. WTF!! When the boy who sits beside me don't wan to change his sitting place,( bcoz of reflection too ) u asked him whether i am her girlfriend, teacher, u r juz too mean, too rude, too bad.. no wonder so many students dislike you.. You deserve it la!!

Random!!

U r always u, and im always me..
U cant be me, and i cant be u..
U cant control me, and i cant control u..
U like da things that i don like, and i like the things that u don like..
U cant change the feeling of me to u, and i cant change the feeling of u toward me..

Wadever u like, is wadever i hate..
This's not bcoz of i hate u, is bcoz of ur juz my fren,
My very normal fren..
REMEMBER, U r just u, im juz me, u cant change everything, nothing will be under ur control, unless you're... Never ever will. IT's FACT!! u cant even change it. ~ to be continue~

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Sometimes, things wont go lyk how we wan it to be, but it will go in an opposite way...
Sometimes, they don appreciate wad i giv them,
Sometimes, i HATE the way they treated me,
Sometimes, I don even noe wad i like, wad i wan, wad i aim..
Sometimes.. sometimes.. sometimes... many things happen out of our prediction..

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When thing goes wrong, REMEMBER, never ever get mad..
The only thing we need to do is juz to cool our mind down...
Don care bout anything else, juz be yourself.
Happy go lucky~ smile, smile, smile =)

Registration Day for BSM..

Halo, welcome to my new blog. Emm.. Im going to talk bout our BSM registration day. I wake up at 6.45pm, a bit too late, and Im late for dat meeting. LOL. Lalala~ After foot-drill demo, we went back to class room, and start our games.. Then, our Quatermaster-ing board taught all the members on da basic of First Aid. All of the members are divided into 3 different groups.. After that, it's games time again.. its an exciting game, and da game makes almost all of the members feel embarrased =) It's fun anyway. That's all for today~ and i tink i need to practice more on my first aid, i shud be more confidence to myself!! =) smile~

Christine Joon Sze Pei is gonna pia (study hard) for the year 2010..!!!

Today is da last day of our orientation week.. so happy?? juz bcoz of dont need to sit on da floor to listen to all those teacher's interesting speech?? At first, Im quite happy.. until i knew wad class I'd been put into.. 4s6.. with my 5As result in PMR??? Wad the **** la..!!!!! Im so damn ANGRY after i knew that im in class 4s6.. =( My whole day mood being ruined. I rather sit on the floor than going into dat kind of class.. I feels that our skul's teacher are juz so unfair.. some of the students only got 1,2,3 As in their PMR, but they're being arranged into 4s4 or 4s5.. =.= See, this is wad our teacher did for da whole week after our PMR result comes out, this is how they arranged our classes, 1st 3 classes arranged so nicely, but the 3 other classes being arranged till lyk shit!! Wad choice la, u never let us made any choices.. Smile?? I just hope that im able to smile to my new class, new classmates, new teachers, and of course my new subjects.. =) Smile, smile, smile... nothing else i can do, except for 'pia'..!! I promised i will win back wad i supposed to have.. =D